to everyone,

well. i dunno.
i've been...such a debbie downer.
and i'm kind of surprised that anybody sticks around. and talks to me anymore. but you do. and the things that have been said to me... are unbelievable. at least to me. because i have a hard time believing anything good. i wanna push it away. but you've all said such sweet sweet things to me. and sometimes i don't know what to say. i am like, a blubbering mess. so i don't say anything. and then i feel like a big jerk..

so i'm sorry. for the above.
and thank you.
for the above.


and i drew this for you.
with my left hand.
and a mouse.

it's a mouse.