Shop Mobile More Submit  Join Login

More from DeviantArt


Submitted on
November 4, 2012


5 (who?)
i have a lot of watchers. and new ones. and i don't know most of them.
and that's fine and all. but i'd like to get to know some of you...
because as some maybe know, it's weird for me having so many ghostly watchers...
it's like, i know you're there. but i don't know you. like phantoms.

so. hi.
my name is casey.

tell me tell me your name. or the name you wish you had.
or tell me your favorite color.
or your favorite animal and why...or do you like animals?
what are your dreams?
what makes you most happy?
where's you favorite place?
favorite music at the moment?

or anything.

or ask me something.


i've posted a journal like this in the past. but it's been a long time.
and i felt like posting something like this again.
i've been super depressed and down. so i thought this would be a nice way to...
get out my head. take my mind's focus off myself and my dumb dumb problems.

and talk to yoouuu. if you want.
i feel a little nervous posting this.
Add a Comment:
Jazzaroundtheclock Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
I'm a bit late, but I'm doing it anyway...
I'm Jazz ...
I wish I were a boy, but I'm not, that sucks a lot.
My favourite colors are Green, purple and black (the colours of a bruise, actually).
I like pigs, cockroaches, aliens, the 70's, 80's and 90's, the teenage mutant ninja turtles and guys making out.

Your art inspires me a lot, and it's really sad that you disappear sometimes, I actually miss you, and I don't even know you, that's weird, right?
I really do hope that you're ok.
Cwoz Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2013   Traditional Artist
bruises are pretty.
my favorite color is green too. nice to meet a fellow green lover.

lol i like all those things too.

i do disappear a lot, don't i.
i'm sorry. my creativeness has been stifled.
but thank you. thank you thank you, you're so sweet.
VintageBitch Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2012   Artisan Crafter
Bit late on this one, internet has been down, but wanted to comment.
Hey there Casey, my name is Rowan (or Row for short), though my friends like to call me Hobbit or Tiny ginger. I like that my mother gave me a fairly unusual name, though I often get asked 'isn't Rowan a guys' name?'

I like animals in general, not only are they beautiful, but they're fascinating. I think my favourite animals are bats, there's something gorgeous about them; an endearing frailty. I also have a thing for otters- there's something ever so charming about their seemingly constant playfulness.

I'm not sure i've ever really had a favourite colour. I guess I like muted tones, and green. Green reminds me of home.

Hmmm, my dreams vary a lot, and are often quite feeling driven, so I thought I'd share with you one of the nicest dreams I've had. A few years ago I had a dream where I ended up on a pirate ship and was confronted by pirates, I was scared, but then they were lovely people. They told me how in their spare time, they farmed cupcakes. That one made me smile.

Hmmm, most happy? That's a tricky one. I love the people who are close to me- my boyfriend and my friends, they always know how to make me happy, but also, simple things. I love stargazing on clear nights, and rambling through country lanes. Going somewhere beautiful with a camera or sketchbook, or curling up for a few hours with a good novel.

I think at the minute my favourite place would be home. I'm from the english countryside, from a tiny village, but am currently studying in London. I love London, the cultural richness, the galleries and museums, but I miss the beauty of the country. It's never quiet or dark in the city, the stars never shine bright. I miss being able to lie in a field with a sketchbook and hear nothing but birds and insects, and I miss the intimacy of village life. In the crowds of London, nobody sees you as an individual; you are merely part of the swarm of people.

My favourite music right now is Laura Marling, who sings really beautiful folky songs, and Elbow, the vocalist's voice is so filled with emotion.

I'd love to know what small things make you smile. You know, just little, simple things that make you happy. And what is your favourite place?
Cwoz Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012   Traditional Artist
rowan is a really cool name. and bats...are cute! i google baby bat pictures to cheer myself up sometimes. so flippin cute.

green is my favorite color as well.
you and i seem like minded. i like the intimacy of a small town. although, i grew up in a city. so it's a bit backwards. i would love to be able to go out in field with nothing but a sketch book and draw. and hear all the bugs and birds and animals. i'd have to drive a ways to do that though. i wanna live in a house by the sea. and the woods. at the same time. where the sea and the woods meet is my favorite place.

small things that make me happy...
are always changing from day to day.

like...maybe something getting stuck on my cat's nose and she's completely unaware. or the sound of rain on the roof. or a bug that i find that has particularly interesting features. or flicking a rock with a twig. stuff like that.

actually, what made me really happy today...i dunno why...was when my mother and i were in a drive through. and the man in front of us was handing the lady at the window money and a dollar bill flew out of his hand. and it's really dark and cold and wet and windy outside. but my mom shouted out "money!" and i was all, "where?!" and i saw it i jumped out of the car while we were in line and fetched it for him. i think he was surprised. it made me smile to do it.
UselessTheory Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012
Hi Casey. Nice to meet you again c:

I'm Kotryna, but it's a stupid name and I wish had a male name for some reason, and my favourite animals are foxes, I think. I really like them.
My dreams are boring. All I want right now is to get into a good university and lose weight. My mind is usually burdened by flying thoughts that make no sense, and I used to dream of everything, like a child does. I used to want to live on a turnip farm and have lots of sheep. Who knows, that might happen someday.
I'm not sure what makes me happy. I've stopped feeling 'happy' or 'sad' a while ago - it all just blends together. I don't know how to explain it, haha, it's a problem I had when I was younger that's coming back. Maybe it's not a problem, who knows. I guess I get really happy when I have spare time to do thing I want like play videogames or go for bike rides in a nice area. My favourute place is the town where I grew up in Eastern Europe, Vilnius. It's a strange city, but I love it. Hmmm favourite music is.. Beirut and Gogol Bordello!

I haven't said anything to you on here in ages. I hope you are well, even if you don't feel like you are well. Time goes by slowly in some places. dumb dumb problems might seem bad only because we're usually so unaware of the time creeping by until all bad things are in the past.
Cwoz Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012   Traditional Artist
your name is beautifulllll

and i love beirut and gogol bordello!
i play the accordion and love it. i love that instrument to tears.
beirut actually brought be to tears when i first heard them. the song cliquot.
and devotchka. if you haven't heard them, which i'm fairly sure you have, i think you'd love them.

anyway, thank you <3
i hope you're well too. time is going by incredibly slow and i've been feeling very sad. but i'm trying my darnedest, i tell you. i've been keeping a journal of good things that happen each day. it's somewhat helpful.
Spaguettibrain Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi you. I've been watching you for a long time now. I always loved your art and the way you write and the things you said. And I still do, I mean, that hasn't changed at all. I've never really commented on any of your pictures because I just never felt like it. Not because I wouldn't have liked to do. I think it's because I thought there are a lot of comments already and that you won't really notice anyway. But I think you do. So here we go.
Hi, my name is Meli. Or Mellie. Melly. Mely? People always ask me how to write it but I just can't determine. I would rather be calles something with an F. I can't come up with one right now but I feel like F is the right letter. Sounds a bit weird or sth.
My favorite animals are deers. They look so loving and fragile. But secretly they are very intense. They just keep up appearances. But I like my hamster very much as well. He's a grandpa now. I think he's two and sleeping in his coconut all day. And all night. He just comes out when I come into my room. Sometimes I would like to just sleep in a coconut too.
If you think I'm talking trash, just stop reading, I wouldn't be angry with you.
My dream is to go studying. I want to draw all day. I want to find a place where I feel good. Where I can feel some sense of belonging. Because I feel like I belong to nobody and nowhere right now.
What makes me most happy is to feel the warm sun on my face. The colorful leafs in autumn. And when I can perceive that I really mean something to somebody.
My favorite place is at a special lake near my house. I was often just sitting there staring at the water.
I listen a lot to The XX and bloc party atm.

And here is the anything: I catched myself recognizing the feeling of your art. That sounds so strange and I don't know if I can even explain that. Often when I drive with the car out of the forest, mostly in September and October when the leafs were orange and red. and yellow. and everything was brown. Right up the hill and every time I got out of it I had pictures of you in my mind. I wouldn't tell you that if it happened just once. It's almost every time at that place.

And now I ask you something. Because there's so much blah blah and I want to come to an end finally. What is your favorite song right now? (I would also ask what your fav. animal is but I think I know.) Do you know a name with F?

I hope I'm not a ghost anymore. But I think to be invisible once would be interesting.

janahthetiger Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012  Student
hi, my name is janah (rhymes with banana lol). I always say favorite color is orange, but now that I think about it's actually more turquoise.. I don't have a favorite animal, but I definitely love the cat family in general. They're just so beautiful :heart:
My dreams... I just want to make a living selling my art and live in brooklyn, ny just cuz i like the scene out there. but I also hope to visit Europe. a lot. or maybe even live in one of the countries there..
My favorite place is my friend's home. I just prefer being there to my home because its a lot nicer. My favorite music at the moment is kind of scattered. I'm listening to Alex Clare, Mumford and Sons, Two Door Cinema Club, and Macklemore at the moment. So, any shows you love? aaand your first concert?
whisper-n-the-wind Featured By Owner Nov 10, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi my names Jessika. I like animals. My favorite animals are peacocks and cats. My dream is to eventually own a shop. What are your dreams for the future? Do you have a favorite book?
Cwoz Featured By Owner Nov 11, 2012   Traditional Artist
hi c:

you know...i dunno. that's a big question. for now, i think it's just to have a little house in the woods. to be out the woods. and i don't know if i have a favorite book...i like all of chuck palahniuk's books...of course. i feel like that's kind of a cop out. i don't read as much as a used to. i need a good book.
Add a Comment: